I really wonder if depakote tanked my metabolism last November. The most common drug effects with that are lethargy and exhaustion, and it does turn one into an eating machine, but it seems to have affected me beyond that. I really don't know if drugs can have that kind of effect on metabolism, beyond eating more and moving less (or eating less and twitching more in the case of adderal). I'm getting really frustrated, I've been off of the depekote since Feb., but my weight and BMI are stubbornly stuck. Oh, I must be getting old.
Just took a shameful mirror shot, and put my weight and measurements in the metadata, password encrypted the file and uploaded it to super secret server. Maybe this will help me keep on track. Putting sexy naughty pictures of Daniel Craig on my fridge had previously helped (my house guests' reactions are always priceless). Colbert had this guy on a few weeks ago, can't remember his name, a physician public health guy, who brought out a 5lbs replica of human fat. That visual now goes through my head when I start getting the urge for midnight casadias.